Dream #0098

There is not much to this report. I’d simply like to stop having dreams about my dog dying. It’s really only happened twice. But that’s just too much.
The end.

writer.. right?

Not really.  I get a bit gooped up in the whys sometimes.  Like why bust my ass, my brains ass that is, to share my thoughts.  I have a mic in hand from time to time, and I would think that would be enough.  I thought about really creating a modern bell hooks kind of voice for myself, but was told to not talk about my past.  I could write about a building, or a person.  I really could.  But I think i’m just going to order a fucking pizza.  Yep.  That’s about where the head is at the moment.  Long night, played a show with some good good friends, and the sounds felt nice.  Not sure how they were perceived and all, but it felt good.  Three way split, 10$ each.  Lowest payment I have ever received for anything that I have done… (I charged 15$ for mowing small yards when I was a kid, oh shit.. I just talked abut myself and my past again.. see..i’m just no good at this) in my life.  But I knew the deal when I agreed.  The thing is.. I think i’m just a cranky bitch because i’m hungry.  I”m hungry, single, and not quite happy with waiting tables at “the best food spot in town” according so some smuck on yelp.  The pizza will help.  Last one until next fall.  Probably some kind of Bears v Packers Sunday afternoon.

Rock that shit.

 

yep

Here we go, late April… I love this shit.  I love the Spring vibe in the air.  This month is a bit notorious for being a big tease, weather wise, and well… who doesn’t enjoy a big tease.  Another Spring also brings about new growth and that good ole thing we all dig, regrowth.  Buds on trees, plants poking out of the damp soil, random mosses getting greener with each passing day.  All pretty great things.  New growth, well, that’s something that I personally feel happening.  Every year we all get a bit wiser, and drop some bad habits that we have nurtured in the past years. I”m working on letting things go, and not taking things so hard.  Been a fault of mine for a bit.  I’m sure there are others faults as well, i’ll get to them when I can, maybe next spring?

Trying to get a business off the ground currently, Champaign Urbana friends and family have been super nurturing and supportive.  Most of my Chicago group seem to be a bunch o’ haters.  Haters gonna hate… oh wait, I just mentioned trying to let things go. Oh well, there is always tomorrow.  Have a happy spring day folks.

Copyright Beats by Otter 2009
So, don't even think about it...
...fool